Thursday, October 21, 2010
It's not about getting over a person, it's about feeling good about yourself. It's about knowing that you are the most important and you need to be happy. If this other person doesn't feel the same way, it doesn't really matter. If we know for a fact there is no hope for a mutual love, then why torture yourself. Move on. Love is like a bus stop, there's always going to be another opportunity for the bus to stop again -- if we are ready for it at the bus stop. Sometimes we don't ever think we could possibly find someone better than that one we are in love with that doesn't return the love back, but that's not true. We just won't be ready to find it if we are pining for a love that is not healthy or returned. We owe it to ourselves to always know we deserve what's best and healthy. Stop being around that person if at all possible. If you can't, then think in your mind about how wonderful it would be to actually find someone special that returns your love. Tell yourself that you deserve it. We can't control love no matter how hard we try. It's just one of those things, but we can choose to love again. Work out, write your thoughts on paper and then shred it but sometimes it helps to get your thoughts out of you, in writing. It's like a release or venting. Then rip it into shreds and flush it or shred it so it can't be found to possibly humiliate you later.
Time. Letting yourself grieve and actually being ok with that. Not forcing yourself to get over someone. Allow yourself to feel the hurt, cry, write about it, listen to sad songs. Soon you will feel so tired from hurting all of the time. You will be ready to move forward. Doing this without contact of the person you love is best. Anyone that will still see you, sleep with you, and spend time with you, knowing they don't love you, and knowing how you feel, is selfish. Everyone deserves more than that. You can't force love out of your heart so don't try, that just hurts worse and you end up lying to yourself. You are human for loving, but you have to love yourself more. I do agree with comments on staying busy, friends and family also help. Casual dating can backfire however, because if the dates don't go well, it will just make you miss the person you love even more. Pray, and remember the good times but learn from the bad. Don't you want, one day, to be truly happy? Life is to short to give up the chance of true love for yourself. Go out into the world and continue to be the wonderful person that you are. Someone will see this, and love you just as much as you are capable of loving.
All you can do is take it a day at a time and pray for strength.
You have to decide that there is now another step to climb in your life. There will always be happiness around the corner, everyone finds it. Happiness WILL come and find you. I wish you all the best for the future, keep smiling.
Time is the key. When you love someone you must know when it is time to let go. As hard as this may sound, strength, courage and knowledge is gathered from a broken heart. No one promised that love would last forever, nor that it wouldn't, it's just a chance. Life is a chance. Love yourself, pray, not only for you, but for that person as well. Never let bad feelings or experience change the person you are. No one wants a wounded bird, so understand that you need time to heal internally. There is no set time on when this will happen, but just let it take it's course. When the time is right, and you feel like you are ready to love again, don't look for it, let it find you. Keep God first, and never question his work. We will never know what the man has in store, and who is to say that you two won't love again, when the time is right, or maybe you both have matured. Life is short, so enjoy and savor your breath. Your battle is not lost, you are just beginning to live. God bless you and keep you strong.
To love is to let go so let it all go .. It's time to let go. "Keep having faith and be happier." :)
6:12 PM
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Thank you for your pure care, concern, happiness and love. Yes I have had the sweetest nightmare. You're honoured, Love :)
7:44 PM
Thursday, September 16, 2010
HONG KONG TRIP IS CONFIRM !!!
Grace is flying off in December. Xmas period, AWESOME !!! :) :)
Anyway the last post was just another .. Straighten out my thoughts already, don't bother. Hahah ! Check out on youtube: Ne-yo - One In A Million MV !! And i totally love Selena Gomez and The Scene's songs !! Kinda inspiring and true !! Grace's so DISNEY all of the sudden ?!? HAHAH ! Yeah and I do love Secondhand Serenade's songs too, its a mellow version of 30 Seconds To Mars and also based on true life stories. Songs maketh my life.
To All:
"You never stop loving someone, you just learn to live without them."
"Free your mind from worries. Live simple. Give more. Expect Less."
This is where i read to heal:
http://filsg.com/smf/index.php?topic=5239.0
4:21 PM
Sunday, September 12, 2010
HONG KONG IN DECEMBER !!!
What's up with feeling so low now once again ?
I'm sick and tired of it all already, one year, soon to be. Tried ways to go missing and set a timeline for myself but guess it doesn't help. Each time i've decided to go missing there you come. A leopard never change its spot. Absloutely believe that but why is there a strong belief in me that it's not true. You said i was there for you so you want to be there for me too. Well i'm not gona think so much on that cause i'm fine being on my own don't need your company whatsoever and thanks by the way. Some times, i really want to be alone but i'm afraid of loneliness. Girlfriends are my love but i guess i've lost them, it's because of my own selfishness and damn. You've caused all the unhappiness and misery for the past 1 year, well thank you, jerk ?! It's nearing one year, i'm moving on .. look for me only when you need my help and not bother me further. I'm fucking cool about it, happier, at least. Our heart to heart talks and your dark secrets i'll not reveal and it's not my business so deal with everything on your own, bear your own consequences. All i can say, career is priority and thanks for all the memories, my FRIEND. :)
I'll not give up on love !! "Where's my runaway love ?" ;)
I'll never be the same if we ever meet again !!!
Well check out Justin Bieber's - Runaway Love
"The pain of life's misfortunes is exacerbated by poverty." Money is everything.
6:30 PM
Friday, September 03, 2010
HONG KONG, HONG KONG, HONG KONG !!!
I'm so excited because i can't wait to go to awesome HONG KONG !!!!
The choices are Korea, China, Taiwan, Bangkok and Hong Kong. And yes the ultimate choice is HONG KONG and maybe Macau !! H&M, AGNES B CAFE, NIGHT SCENERIES, SHOPPINGS, SHOPPINGS and more SHOPPINGS !!! :D
Korea will only be in April so it's either Hong Kong now or Korea later hmm .. Well he's against me on going HK which i have no idea why and said, "I'm sure you'll like Korea." I do but shopping is all i think about now !! IN NEED FOR A STRESS-FREE TRIP !!!!
Anyway Grace have thought it through and she's gona concentrate on her career and nothing else really matters. Recently had a heart to heart talk with him. All good and i'm just glad we have our once a week meet-ups :) And history has happened, last night was my first time watching a R21 movie -_- i know ! Hahaah !!
Psst ! I CAN'T WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS !!!!
"There's a motive behind every happenings."
4:09 PM
Thursday, September 02, 2010
THIS IS SO AWESOME -
GRACE IS GOING HONG KONG !!!!!!!!!!!!
Hahaa yeah have made plans but the time is not definite as yet :)
Life's pretty fair to me now though there are bad times still.
And i've made discoveries, never will it cross my mind and expect that.
"Party like it's the end of the world, Party like it's 2012 ~"
7:04 PM
Friday, August 27, 2010
What is going on in my life now ?
Sorry for all the disappointments, stubborness and nonsense. It's so hard and complicating, why can't everything just be simple and easy ??! Sometimes i just want to give up.
6:05 PM
Saturday, August 14, 2010
It's been TWO whole months, time flies !! Laptop was down so didn't manage to come online as often. Life is full of ups and downs now, friends are the love of my life ! Happiness when i'm with them !!! Staying at Marina Bay Sands later !! I can't wait girlfriends !!!! Much love :)
12:02 AM
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Feeling moody, guess i've let feelings take control of me once more. Woke up real early this morning scolded him and only to realise i wasn't in the best of mood and it's my fault so i apologised in the afternoons. Guess i didn't sleep well last night, kept tossing and turning. I'm having this kinda missing feeling. Playlist of repeated songs kept playing, mind is giving me fuck. Reminiscing our past till now, how far and how much we grew closer from me disliking him to now how things are. There are just too many moments. I cried, laughed, smiled, feeling of happiness, saddness and anger. Seeking helps from girlfriends are just epic moments. "I think too much." Haha. You are showing positive signs but can i really take them ? I'm afraid, i really am for my feelings are uncontrollable.
I am feeling ? Bitter-sweet & sour, irritably uncontrollable ..
OKAY SOMEONE GIVE ME ONE SLAP PLEASE !!!
reminisces of me and you .. us
6:05 PM
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Caught She's Out Of My League last night. It was a fucking awesome movie !!! It was a impromtu meeting with him. Ate at a coffeeshop nearby with him and slacked till 1.45am. After movie finally found Dbl O. Hahaa so near yet so far. And why is it that i can lie to anyone else but not him ?! Hmmm .. And i learnt a side of him that i never knew, was rather taken aback. He even sung out loud ? LOL. Happiness, that's all i can say. :)
I'm playing one of his fave song :)
6:17 PM
Monday, June 14, 2010
He said he miss me !! OMG literally !!!!! Caught The Karate Kid with him last night. The movie was cool and nice. He waited for me after my work, felt so guilty but he said, "No sorry need .. waiting is fine." Awwww. Ate Ben & Jerry ice-cream with him again :) And he wore the bracelet i gave him as his birthday gift !! Oh man it felt soo good, soooo nice. Much Love, xxxxx !!
10:55 PM
Saturday, June 05, 2010
Prince Of Persia and Killers with him last Thursday ! Finally gave him his birthday present and i'm really glad he likes it. A piece of my mind indeed. Mel is finally back !!!! Had a blast last night or maybe this morning ! Absolutely enjoyed the company, it was back to the good ol' days. I wish days like these will last forever. Feelings and emotions were rather uncontrollable. I will learn .. to be stronger and happy ! I love all of you :)
5:47 PM
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Ahhh movie with him at long last was just indescribable. So last night we caught Away We Go at The Picturehouse. It felt like ahhh i see my long lost friend once again. He literally made me laugh out loud eventhough i was feeling blue. "Out of my 25 years living, this is the first time i lost a movie ticket." LOL ! And to think he compliment on my nail colour that was nice :) Maybe all i can really say is i really like and enjoy his company and all that matters, so does he. :)
3:37 PM
Sunday, May 23, 2010
YOU disappoint me once again and i'm all fed up already
BUT then again i guess it's me, again ..
8:37 PM
Saturday, May 08, 2010
Caught midnight movie The Back-up Plan with him. He's badly sick, i feel so guilty. What's wrong with him seriously, just tell me ?! He completely didn't sleep for a day. I feel so soft-hearted it's like the first time i see him this sick, i wonder, seriously how strong can a person be ? I'm sorry i made you annoyed with me again when you're sick. Anyway as for work i'm having 5 days work week already !! But gota work for like 9 hours lah. I don't mind at least i got time to learn driving already !! :) Sigh .. i'm ..
6:12 PM
Sunday, May 02, 2010
It was Mayday or rather Labour Day yesterday. Supposed to watch Iron Man 2 on friday was postponed to yesterday and yet again we didn't manage to catch it ! I was so angry with him and sad that we couldn't watch it, long to watch it ! I left him at HMV and went outside of The Cathay to sit until he text to find me. Yup we ate Subway for dinner and shared Ben & Jerry's waffle with ice-cream to make me happier. B&J was heavenly !! He did try to make me happy lah, i laughed like mad. He gave in to me like so many times well thank you :) It was close to awkward as well when we just stood outside Plaza Singapura not doing or saying anything cause i was mad that he kept asking me to think on what to do and when i did he said it's not a good idea and what if there's no timing at Cineleisure it'll be a waste of time. I guess it's my fault my so-called girl's pov is wrong indeed. But B&J made me happier and in the end we caught a CHINESE, Taiwanese movie called Prince Of Tears. Haha i slept half-way through and he thinks it's a good movie. Cancelled our supper and he made me take train home. Oh well .. that's my May 1st 2010 ! BITTER-SWEET ! :)
5:28 PM
Thursday, April 29, 2010
OH YEAH Payday might be tonight !! Preview opening on the 27th April 2010 for Marina Bay Sands was a blast !! Fun and sore aching legs, in heels ushering for the casino side for 9 hours plus ! I'm totally loving Marina Bay Sands !! :) Well he came down to view the hotel. I was of course in a shock but delighted of course ! Showed him around and all, good feeling. Last night after work chiong to meet him played arcade and watched Ip Man 2 rather good i must say not really a fan of chinese kungfu movie though. It was mutual feeling yesterday :) I'm rather glad he told me something that actually bothered me. Midnight movie Iron Man 2 tomorrow !! And to add i can't believe when i read Life newspaper earlier i saw " Popular Korean pop group TVXQ Xiah brother of Zuno will be the guest star at central-east ballroom at Resorts World Sentosa !!!!!!!!!! "
oh my companion ! :)
8:04 PM
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Thoughts of the night ..
So now that the past 1 week went smoothly filled with joy, love, fun, smile, laughter and happiness. But deep down i'm actually scared and worried. I'm afraid this will end fast as the cliche goes "All Good Things Comes To An End" so eventually it'll soon end. I said to myself it's alright at least i get to experience a short term happiness and to be cared by you like we have some fond memories and acted the way and do things couples do. I really love your company i can just sit down beside you not talking cause beside me there's you just like yesterday. Thank you for the care, concern, love, smile, fun and laughter. Every minute spent with you is a smile inside my heart. I love the way how you get frustrated/annoyed by me and how you patiently listen to my rants and provided me with advices. Every outings we had, i recorded it, i won't want these bitter-sweet memories to be forgotten. After each outings i have uncertainties, wondering, "When will i see you again ? When is our next outing ? Will you still remember me ? Will you still contact me ?" These questions are running in my mind. You are my confidant, my friend, my best friend and my companion and nothing more i suppose. I won't want to cross the line and lose you, i'm self-controlling. I'm trying to be cool, playing the push and pull factor. I have to admit that you as a person really taught me alot with your abstract thoughts and views/opinions. Haha thanks for teaching me on how to use Blackberry !!! You are really fun, playful, flirty and nonsensical, but it made me happy and smile. Basically to end on a good note, Thank you and i'm definitely cool. Happier, i suppose ? :)
10:44 PM
WOOHOOO !!! Finally caught Shutter Island with HIM yesterday !!! My day yesterday up till now had been awesome !!!! :) Hahaa needless to say more right ?
1:53 PM
Friday, April 09, 2010
I have officially started work at Marina Bay Sands on 5th April 2010. It's rather boring for a start nothing much for me to do cause i just joined. Only start having rainings and meetings next week, i'm rather glad to have 5 days work week at the moment, there's time to hang out and chill my lovely girlfriends !! I'm trying hard to feel positive but at the end of the week my effort is going to be a waste, starting to feel emo again. SIGH ! It's a complete different feel and the standard in this American company is so high !! I don't have much to update cause the emo feeling is taking over me now. God Bless Us ! :D
8:07 PM
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
LAST DAY AT RC HOTELS ON THE 29th MARCH 2010 !!!!
Sighs or rather no no it ended a happy one :)
Wendy(My Boss) bought me a Coach small handbag !!!!! O M G it's like 100 bucks lah i was shocked alright and got a bag from Judy, Halimah, Sara and Dhana. They're soooo nice and oh gosh my (Ex)Boss wants to plan a drinking session with me ! Haa cool Boss oops EX-Boss man. He wore his newly promoted suit just to show me cause i won't get any chance to see him in that. Hahaa funny funny !! Managed to take picture with him, satisfied ! :) Alright had dinner with Pei Fen and Julie and then he texted me after his work ended so caught How To Train A Dragon (not 3D) with him. Hahaa that cartoon movie is alot better than Book Of Eli !!!!! That movie is just terribly bad. Ex colleagues I hope to see you all soon and to the clique PARTY ON A GOOD FRIDAY !!! I'M EXCITED :D
12:12 AM
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Tell me tell me what to say ..
I've been in a total mess and life have been a denial for the past half a year (how time really flies). Lay on my bed the entire day wasting my day away thinking of stupid things. Thought of how it started and it was plain dumb and have only myself to be blame, i'm the one who was so foolish all this while. I knew from the beginning, people warned but i chose to ignore thinking i'm strong enough to fight/play back but karma bite me back. So much for everything. Gave myself a dateline but it's literally not a dateline, it got worse each time. I've never been so unhappy and full of emotions but i guess it's part of growing up and it's definitely a huge lesson to learn and in the most hard way.
Coming Monday 29th March will be my last working day and officially out of the company on 1st April and he's officially promoted on that day. Won't get to see him in his new executive uniform. Sigh. He told me so much asked for my opinions but seriously does it even concern you. I have so much to say and tell and want to talk but whenever we're together nothing could be said. And at the end of the day i'm once again left emo-ing. The ending is predictable but i don't know why i still want to hang on. Moving on to a new place let me move on peacefully and happily. As you said, new place, new environment, new experience, and to add by myself new people maybe i will forget you and perhaps you'll forget me first ..
12:18 AM
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Last Friday caught Book Of Eli at Cineleisure and Remember Me at The Grand Cathay with him. Remember Me was an impromtu, it's rather funny how we actually travelled to The Grand Cathay to watch it. Book Of Eli is the most crappiest movie ever !!!! We both just didn't get it !! Remember Me was just alright alright rather plain i must say as usual with crappy ending. It's so hard to find a real good movie, We both agreed, I can't wait to watch Shutter Island !!!! Like seriously in a want for some suspense/thriller haaa yeah the excitement. And also was asked to watch it now. Sigh. Okay whatever i'm over .. My current playlist mood is KELLY CLARKSON !! Yeah just into her shoutings in her songs and the lyric describes the way i am now. AND TO ADD I LOVE ALICE BY AVRIL LAVIGNE !!! Another screeeaammmmingggg !! Haaa. Ciao
Your new beginning was a perfect ending ?
11:38 PM
Sunday, March 07, 2010
Caught Alice In The Wonderland with him after work. Thumbs up for the movie. Anne Hathaway is so different there. Haa. Now i'm like back to before, many more days for the countdown, isin't life just weird ?
1:14 AM
Friday, March 05, 2010
OH IT'S MARCH NOW ?!! SIGHS. Life is so so so confusing and humans are never ever satisfied ! WTF ! They're playing a trick on me right ? MY WORK IS EXTENDED TILL APRIL 1st !!!! Hahaaa no kidding ! Now no freedom cause of earning bucks and to get bonus yeah ! I was totally loss when i received the damn call. Texted him to tell him and damn we are like chicken and duck communicating, i didn't get him and neither does he get me. Cleared the air today, it was hilarious i tell you. Watch From Paris With Love with him after work, it's a darn freaking cool movie ! Love it !! Wanted marathon but the other movies were pretty late then decided to watch DVD at Cineleisure but FULL HOUSE ! ARGH no luck or rather just my luck. Haaa and also we saw ALEX !!! Haaa how's that hur. I've thought things through .. :)
10:53 PM
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Yesterday, caught Dear John and Hot Summer Days with Cindy after work. Hung around till 11plus - 12 waited for him to end work. Finally got to eat tau huay after so many tries. We were totally exhausted from work. Caught late night Up In The Air that movie with him, it was a rather impromtu decision i never expect he would ask me to watch movie with him. (tell you more in person) I'm happy ! Yesterday or rather today (cause i came home at 10am) was totally hear-felting. I wonder will this be the last ? He said something that made me real happy and made me trust him. He really talked alot to me as in heart talks about himself, for the first time i feel the deepest thoughts and feelings from him but i feel helpless. Sigh. I think i'm gone .. Sorry i don't think i want to go on here. To the clique who is reading this, let's meet up soon alright ? :)
11:45 PM
Sunday, February 21, 2010
There's like so much going on in my head these days. Like there's a little war in my brain. Why am i even bothered by it when it shouldn't and maybe not even my business. What is trust ? What is committment ? What defines flirting/playing/having fun ? What are you thinking ? What secrets do you hold ? What do you want from me ? What will happen when i'm gone/leave ? What will the future be like ? What should i do ? What can i do ? "What are you doing ?" Hahaa your classic question for me. I pushed you away but why do you have to come back to me ?! You clearly know that i'm treating you very much differently now. Why keep playing/toying/flirting with me still. Why bother, why care for me ? Why bother telling me so much and trusting me ? Why remember my details which i can't remember myself ? Don't tell me infos about you, don't make use of me. Why are there so many whats, whys and questions that have no answers ? I thought you're gone it's only but a denial, why do i not have strong willpower for cases like this ?
Caught NINE, a line set me thinking, "You're just an appetite, you're greedy, you took everything away from me and now i'm left empty. Just .. Take It All ! " It's so darn right true. You left me bitter-sweet happy, sad, miserable, emotional memories and times. You take and never give, you don't care but you acted like you do, you made use and is not guilty about it. You don't lie but you cheat, you don't care if people doesn't trust you cause you didn't ask them to, you're an outright jerk who only knows how to sweet talk. You're a so full of youself playboy, you made empty promises. I want to give you hell. BUT why is it that I .. I still .. I'm so plain dumb . Have only myself to blame .
5:47 PM
Friday, February 12, 2010
FEBRUARY ALREADY !!! CHINESE NEW YEAR IS DAYS AWAY !!!!!
I'm tendering on the 26th, rather soon. Sigh. How and what should my feeling be ? On the day itself catching a movie with him :) Hopefully will work out if nothing's wrong, he agreed for now. 17th, 4th day of CNY gona cycle, bowl and watch movie with Pei Fen, Cindy, Hao Jie and perhaps Edwin. Paintball cancelled so sad cause of the guys lah but i can't wait !! Too bad he's not going it's my fault lah :( but sure it'll be fun without him as well !!! YEAH !! Anyways, HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR TO ALL CHINESE and HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY !!
12:29 AM
Sunday, January 31, 2010
A VERY BIG THANK YOU TO MY DEAREST CLIQUE, MEL & ANGELA AND MANY MORE !!!
29th night clubbed at Rebel with Gwen, Erica, Pei Fen, Cindy, Gracia & Kevin, Julie, Hao Jie and Fandi. Funtastic ! Thanks a lot for you guys to be able to spend my 21st with me !!!!
I LOVE YOU ALL !!! :)
i think i'm addicted to clubbing.
10:04 PM
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Wheeeee ~ Grace just got back home ! Went Cineleisure played pool and caught Daybreakers with Fandi. Ending sucks. We got the couple seat and i just love his company :) And yea oh he sure is pro at pool !! Next round this coming Wednesday with Jeffery, Hao Jie and Pei Fen. I'm addicted to pool !! :)
12:22 AM
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Hello January ! Right it's been a trying January there are already ups and downs and full of worries and troubles. I dont know how my feeling should be like, happy to leave or sad to leave ? I've got another guy problem, sigh but thankfully he's helping me out on this issue. I don't know if i should go to Genting with Uncle Jimmy, Cindy and the part-timers next month. He doesn't want me to go :( About HIM there's just so much to say. Of all the episodes yesterday was really nice !! :) I don't want to extend any further the memories are in me i just can't seem to bring it into words and describe each and every other little details. Oh well. January, i counting down to my birthday celebration !! :)
9:31 PM
Friday, January 01, 2010
TWO ZERO ONE ZERO 2 0 1 0 !!!!! :)
HAPPY NEW YEAR once again !
The first entry of the year ..
Woah i just realised this blog is 5 years old already ! Time really flies. And soon i'm legal and old already at the age of 21 ! Okay managed to hang out with the clique after so looonggggg ~ ! Met them on the 30th night for dinner and drinks. How i love them !!!! 31st met up with Cherie and her colleagues at Mel's Place again and then headed down to City Hall to meet Cindy, ate Macs at Bras Basah and he came at 1 plus :) Caught 3.35am movie, The Vampire's Assistant at the Grand Cathay the movie is rather sucky lah and ended so randomly cause it's actually from a story book and it's to be contined !! -.- He ate supper we walked walked walked he told me his past and then found a place and we .. only to come home at 1.30pm. :)
I asked and he answered.
11:52 PM
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Countdown to 2010 soon !
HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!
I saw you and will be seeing you later :)
see ya !
5:09 PM
Friday, December 25, 2009
MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!
Sherlock Holmes, The Treasure Hunter, Avatar 3D all in a night on Christmas Eve !! Ha haaa. Only got home 1pm today. We played, ate, movie, talked, walked, laughed .. He treated me to choc ice cream, high and love. And nope we didn't party, yes an achievement !
10:05 PM
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
OMG MBS HERE I COME !!!! I'M SUPER SUPER HAPPYYYY !!!!! MY DREAM CAME TRUE AND IT'S TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE, I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS IS ACTUALLY HOW I'M ABLE TO LAND ON THIS, JUST BY LIKE THAT ?! :)
I THANK YOU, GOD.
Sherlock Holmes and PARTY tomorrow ~ !!
Anyways ..
MERRY CHRISTMAS !
10:52 PM
Saturday, December 19, 2009
16th - 18th DECEMBER 2009
Short holiday trip on the cruise, SUPERSTAR VIRGO !
First time entering a Casino as well. And it's 18 there not 21 :)
12:01 AM
Sunday, December 13, 2009
YES COMING JANUARY I'M GOING GENTING WITH .. ! :)
9:35 PM
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
IT'S DECEMBER NOW !! YEAHHHH !!
G: "I think i got sore throat but i took lozenges already. "
F: "Tmr i get for you herbal tea for sore throat."
G: "Hur no need lah don't buy."
F: "I'll get for you .. if you no voice can't chat with me :( "
There's more before and after lah, censored !
And then he changed the subject cause i replied something. Not telling you again :)
My theme song is now Knock You Down by Keri Hilson. I love the lyric !
Went to Central with Lye Fong after work and i bought something sweet for him today !! Hahaa. He's getting it on Thursday.
Okay the goner is gone now.. Ciao !
With Love,
Grace :)
11:09 PM
Monday, November 30, 2009
Sorry if i got mad at you earlier but you've made it up by buying M&M, you know it's my fave :)
This coming Thursday, 3rd Dec '09, lunch at Prego and then New Moon ! Only us two ?
8:44 PM
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Is it me or you can read my mind ?
Me: "Okay i'm going back already. See ya whenever i see ya."
Him: "Alright .. i'm sure you'll see me :)"
And how sweet of you to actually text me small random stuffs or greetings. I see it before i sleep and after when i'm awake. Ahh it's :)
Next movie: Dec 3rd !
2:57 PM
Friday, November 27, 2009
Movie marathon yesterday was nice and blissful !! Caught Ninja Assassin and Case 39. It was only Fandi and Vasu. Ytd was a shocking day as well coming out from Vasu scares me now (inside thing you won't know). Thank God for Fandi to help me. Wanted to catch New Moon but rather late already so we went for supper or should it be breakfast ? Hahaa. I love ytesterday !! Waited for first train, reached home at 7am this morning, meaning i did not sleep the entire day yesterday !! Hahaaa. Vasu kept wanting to party, lucky we didn't i am really scared of him now after what he had done (ya inside thing you won't know). I thought everything would end at 7am today but no, he continued to text and called me. Haa. Btw Grace have already booked ARANDA COUNTRY CLUB for her 21st !!! 29-31 Jan 2010 !!! BE SURE TO COME !!!! He's coming :) As i was saying, today he called me out to go Arena, definitely not especially solely with jasper and Vasu so i told him in December, Christmas or New Year we'll definitely party. Grace is feeling happy ! :)
10:54 PM
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Okay so it's confirmed back to original plan. Movie marathon tmr !! It's me, Vasu and him. Because they're both guys and i'm the only girl so he changed plan. Party another time. =]
12:34 AM
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
She said, "Sigh .. i feel so emo now."
He said, "Don't be emo :) *Smiles"
She said, "I can't, i've caught the sickness already no use. I'm sorry if i've spread it to you."
He said, "It's alright. I'm still awake. :)"
Hahaa. That's one of the text messages that night till dawn. I feel better not talking or seeing you. "I've learnt to not chat with you as often." I've tried avoiding you but today you just have to come up to me and even pulled my sleeve to get my attention. How will it be on the 26th ? And so it will be partying/clubbing night instead of movie as he said there's always other chance for movie. Party can't always happen. True. "No, we have no story." I told someone. Maybe it's due to the time of the month that's why i'm so moody and temperamental now. Take care, ciao.
I DON'T CARE ! I DON'T CARE ! I DON'T CARE ! =]
12:57 AM
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Where are you ?
Had a really funny chat with him yesterday. Lied to him i'm only 17 and not gona go cause there's no point and he got all fed up with me. He called my mobile and i was there chatting with him online but he didn't even tell me he called. When i finally got in touch with my phone there's missed call from him. Quickly texted him to apologise but it ended up a quiet one. He still have in mind that i'm really 17 till today. Ha ha !
2:01 AM
Thursday, November 19, 2009
26th midnight movie and after that Double O. I hope our schedule permits the outing and it will eventhough we can't. Haha. :)
Currently now .. he chatted with me and it continues .. :)
10:27 PM
Monday, November 16, 2009
2012 is a great movie ! The effects are darn good ! It's my first watching a movie with a guy that has so many comments. Hmpf, ha haa ! Okay yesterday he asked me out for a movie !!! This time it is only the two of us. What should i do ??! Hahaa. Today i just told Julie the full story and she can already sense it on the movie day, that's why she made an excuse to leave early in order for us to have some time together. Lucky that did not happened. I'm having mixed feelings. He's a playboy (although he does not admit) and i'm afraid. I know he cares for me that is something i can vouch for but other than that, i really don't know. Julie said i should be careful we'll never know what's he up to. But i don't want to think of him in a negative way, he has good too. I like his sense of humour and that big ego of his, it's never boring with him and he'll lighten up my day with his crappy logics. Ahh i'm so used to chatting with him online. Ate Julie also told me that it used to be that i can talk to him freely and now uncomfortable is because i feel the same way as he does ? Hmm .. I don't know all i know now is, it's not confirmed and leave it to fate.
10 days to go ~ ..
4:35 PM
Friday, November 13, 2009
The day is here and many many more hours to go on to the early of 14th. Why am i actually feeling nervous =/ ? Only Julie, me and him, Lye Fong fang fei ji, that girl ah, hmpf !! And so he texted me today :) but yeah nothing more, nothing less, nothing much. Am i speaking the truth ? I should not think too much. I have cease to reply him. I don't know what to say !!! Hahaa. Alright let me update more when the time comes. Lol. Been listening to kpop, totally love the songs, bringing out the taste of the good 'ol days. I'm straying away from SuJu and DBSK for a while, i would say 2pm songs are indeed addictive ! Pop-ish and a little touch of emo-ness. I like it, i'm literally listening to again and again (haha not the song lah). Big Bang and F.T Island not so bad after all lah. And i like Hwanhee's latest album, love the feel and his voice is so manly.
RANDOM SHOUT OUT: APEC IS HELL BUSY BUSY BUSY !!!! >.<
1:39 AM
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Friday the 13th 2009 !!! Gonna catch a midnight movie, 2012, with Lye Fong, Julie and yes unexpectedly HIM ! The showtime have yet to be out so i don't know if there is a midnight timeslot. So much thing have been going on .. i really don't know how to explain the feeling i've been feeling. Oh wells. Christmas is coming !!! A time for jolly .. I hope !! :)
7:56 PM
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
And it goes round only to find out i'm back to where i'm supposed to be. What is this ? Good or bad ? I have a really trying week or rather month. SIGH SIGH SIGH !!! I have just SO SO SO many things on my mind. Things are ALMOST settled ytd had a 1 hour talk with my boss and my friends kept calling calling cause i'm almost late for movie ! Hahaaa. But hopefully it'll all turn out right after APEC on Nov 16 and till next year. Promotion, salary increase, better life. I desire all that ! Anyway ytd caught 500 Days Of Summer, sweet movie but guess what it's the first time i actually slept in a movie !! WTH right ?! Everyday been sleeping late and even if i'm so darn tired i can't sleep well, just thoughts in my mind. Chatted with him almost everyday. I don't know what's this. When we see each other at work it's a total different vibe unlike when we chatted online. I don't know so don't ask. Anyway i doubt i'll be faithfully updating this blog soon. So take LOADS of care and good day ! :)
6:46 PM
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Sigh. Can someone tell me, how should i feel ?
11:20 PM
Thursday, October 15, 2009
FINALLY IT'S REST DAY TODAY (past 12 already) !!!!!
Have been working and working for 12 whole hours almost everyday. No breathing moment and it's like a routine. Everyday i spent only like 5 hours of sleep and it has become a habit for me. I can't sleep early now and feeling tired every single day has become a habit to me too. So now Fandi got me hooked up on Cafe World just like everybody else in the company. It's an in-thing to must play and spend donkey hours on it and forgoing every other things. Haa. I can't believe i could chat with him on that topic from Facebook to MSN. And Fandi ?! Haha the ultra-high ego playboy. This and last week had been a terrible horror for me. Working and working, playing repeated emo songs on my ipod touch, sleepless nights because i'm always counting down the hours for me to get up. What do you say ? Oh i hear the sound, my food is ready to be served ! Bye ! Back to Cafe World's world persisting to level up ! Ciao ! (:
12:12 AM
Friday, October 09, 2009
Songs uploaded into my ipop touch already ! The playlist kept playing like a broken recorder, i hear the same old song. Just 10 more days, Yes i can hang on ! You think 30 is old, you did not smile at her and looked down when she tried getting your attention and smiled at you. But you kept walking in and out and talked to us. You asked what are we doing what's so interesting that we're so engrossed in and i said we're playing Spot The Difference on Facebook. You helped us to spot and before you left, you said, "How sickening." Ha Ha. I remembered. Having lunch/dinner with you is most awkward but it's nice so is trying to have small talks with you. Your jokes are most cold that i couldn't laugh but i smiled/laughed because it's coming from you. And your teases, it made me feel unhappy, but, i still smile. (:
6:36 PM
YEAH ! Finally my laptop is up and alive but what the hell all the datas are gone for good !!! And also finally uploaded songs and some applications onto my ipop touch, I'm still a noob on that. Tired week and i wish 2 weeks would pass quickly. 19 october seems so far, it's such a sucky feeling. I'm having a love-hate relationship with Jason Mraz's song Lucky and I'm Yours. Sigh sigh. >.<
1:17 AM
Saturday, October 03, 2009
Monday, movie The Ugly Truth with Yao & Julie. Dirty sex show. Friday, movie Phobia 2 with Yao, Julie and Lye Fong. Shocking horror. There were 5 short stories and the last one was a comedy horror well for some light-hearted moment after few shocks. I couldn't believe that i actually scream. 2 are rather lame, we don't get it. It was first dinner at Thai Express then a Thai flick so coincidental we didn't know it was THAI movie, just wana catch a horror flick so it would be memorable for Yao before he leaves for army. Love the outings with them ! This week was so full of laughter and fun, and i got lots of shocks too ! I just couldn't control myself when seeing .. and acted so dumb in front of .. Damn ! Yao is so sickening, i regretted telling him my dark secret. Haa. Ai i'm lazy to update more .. Anyway .. IR Resorts World Sentosa. Hmm ..
Some snapshots of F1 moments .
12:43 AM